Thursday 22 October 2020

On Love ...


I love waking up next to you.

Seeing your face on the pillow next to mine.

Your eyes all sleepy and cute.

I give you a little cuddle and you stretch out in appreciation.

You give the best cuddles; cosy and warm and contented, as though there’s no other place you’d rather be.

Your love is the unconditional sort.

You don’t mind if I’m slopping around in my pyjamas or if my hair’s a mess.

You don’t care if I’m not wearing makeup or if I’ve put on a pound or two.

You don’t even care if I laze around all day, do no housework and binge watch reality TV.

You do sense my moods though. You pick up on it if I’m feeling a little down.

Those are the days that you’ll sit next to me and cuddle me more.

                       

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In fact, you do like to follow me around a lot, my little baby.

You even follow me into the bathroom and I joke that I can’t even pee in peace.

Whatever food I set out for you; you will eat – you’re a good boy like that.

Sometimes I have to take you out in the car for appointments.

You don’t like it and you’re scared but you’re a brave boy.

You don’t huff with me later.

You still come to me for cuddles and show me that I am loved.

I think you know that deep down, I just want to protect you and keep you safe.

After all, you’re my wee baby.



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You knead your paws on my tummy to show me you feel safe.

When I’m working too long in my office, you’ll come and sit on the desk as though to say, “That’s it! You’ve worked enough! Now cuddle me!”

I love you, my little fur baby.














 

 

 

Tuesday 8 September 2020

5 tips for a great radio interview!


Recently I did a series of radio interviews to chat about my latest novel “Under your Skin”. I managed to get slots on BBC Radio Ulster, Cambridgeshire, West Midlands, Leicester and Hereford & Worcester – as well as a slot on Dublin City FM.


Here are 5 things I learned from doing those interviews:


1. Nerves are good!

Some people can’t imagine going on air for fear that the nerves would overtake them. They have negative fantasies that they would clam up or worse, stumble over their words and appear flustered. But I have found that it’s good to embrace that nervous feeling! Nerves are just a rush of adrenaline; nervous energy that perks you up and gives you the ‘oomph’ and motivation to stay alert for the interview. Imagine if you had no nerves at all; if you felt so bored and lethargic and really didn’t care about how you came across – that would be terrible!

 

Embrace that nervous energy – have a listen to one of the presenter’s previous programs so that you can get a feel for his/ her interview style. When they play music, have a little dance around your room – burn off some of that energy! Try some relaxation tips that actors use; force yourself to do some big yawns – that tricks your body into thinking that you are relaxed. It works!

 

Tell yourself that when the interview is over, you can do something nice for yourself – something relaxing. What you will find, is that all that nervous energy will turn into euphoric relief afterwards and you’ll be buzzing! You’ll be so pleased with yourself for facing your fears and doing it anyway. And you might find you enjoyed it!



 

2. Focus on the presenter

Every single presenter I have chatted to was friendly, chatty and welcoming. Funny that, they are paid to talk – that is their forte! They have asked you to come on the show, therefore they think you have something of importance to add to their program. They want you to talk. They will ask open questions to get a conversation going.

 

Imagine that they’re sitting opposite you. Imagine it’s a friend or acquaintance who has a genuine interest in your book and wants to know more about it. Chat away to that presenter as you would to anybody.



3. You know your stuff!

Remember that you know your stuff. Have confidence that there is no-one more equipped to answer those questions than you. They’re asking about your book – the book that has taken you months to write and has lived in your head for all that time. It’s unlikely that there’d be any question that you’d be unable to answer. So have confidence that you know your subject!

 


4. Be tech ready

The only slight panic I had was with a technical issue. Radio presenters generally prefer to phone you on a landline. My landline however, is rarely in use. It is also a handheld device that nestles in a cradle. For some bizarre reason, halfway through the interview, my phone completely died! How strange is that? When does a landline ever die? I think it was something to do with the handheld set.

Anyway, I quickly phoned the presenter back from my mobile and she was the ultimate professional. Without any fuss or drama, she simply picked up the interview where we left off and carried on. Thankfully it was a prerecorded interview but I learned my lesson – always make sure you’re tech ready!

 

It’s also important to make sure you’ll have complete quiet; that any other phones are muted and that the pets are in another room with the door closed so they can’t walk in and miaow halfway through! Also any potential visitors should be told to keep away and not ring the doorbell!

 


5. One click links

Here’s the bad news: radio interviews might not equal sales.

Think about it: If you heard someone chatting away on the radio about a book that sounds really interesting, would you think to yourself “Oooh, I must remember that author’s name and the title of the book so that I can go home, open my computer, look her up on Amazon and order the book.” Of course not.

That’s why it’s important to have one-click links advertisements on social media. Make it easy for your reader to have access to your book’s home. Like here:


"Under Your Skin" - available on Amazon - click here! 




Hope you found these tips useful. If you’d like to check out any of the interviews I did, please see these links below:


BBC Radio Leicester: 



BBC Radio Cambridgeshire: 



BBC Radio Ulster: 



BBC West Midlands: 



BBC Hereford & Worcestershire: 



Dublin City FM: 




 

Thanks for reading/ watching! 

Bye!

Rose xx

Monday 20 July 2020

Author Interview - Sarah Davis


Hey Sarah! Thanks so much for joining me on my blog today! I'm really excited to hear about your writing process and about the inspiration behind your new book! 

Can you give us the first line of your new novel and a little blurb as to what it’s about? 

"The buzzing beneath eighteen-year-old Penny Osborn’s skin started while she spoke to the officer."

In one sentence it's a story about a twenty-year-old moving to northern Alaska for a job. More importantly it's about how she deals with life's challenges, moving on with grief and survivor's guilt. It's about man's vilest predator is ultimately man...whether by evil deeds or by the cage of our minds. 

What inspired you to write this novel?

I was daydreaming during a long drive about a veterinarian and her twin daughters moving from sunny southern California to the northern most reaches of Alaska. What circumstance could lead to such a move? 

From there, the twin telepathy entered the story and I considered what might the psychological effects be when the connection is lost (such as with distance, i.e. moving, or some other circumstances).



Can you tell me about that moment when you decided to sit down and write your first novel? How did you get over any hurdles of fear or doubt?

I learned about NANOWRIMO, an ongoing writing competition, that during November challenges a writer to write 50,000 words. I failed that challenge but pushed on. My family encouraged me to put it to paper, and so I did. Fear and doubt are constant companions, but no matter what, I am proud of my story and of what I have learned along the journey. 

Please can you tell me about your writing routine – how do you settle yourself down to write?

I put on noise cancelling ear phones (thanks honey!) and turn on music that fits with the mood. Sometimes I have to hide in my office or bedroom, and more often than not I'm scribbling notes and paragraphs for scenes to work on when time permits. 

Do you have any tips for aspiring authors who would love to write but don’t know where to start?
You start by writing/typing one word and follow it with another, and so on. You don't have to start at the beginning of the story. Write a scene. Write about a character. It's not scary, the writing process. It's sharing with someone who will give you honest, constructive feedback that's scary. 

What do you love doing when not writing?

Spending down time with my family (usually we are working but card games, movies, vacations), reading, playing with my dog.

Can you tell us about a funny/ embarrassing memory?

Absolutely not. 😉 Okay, so I grew up in a very small town in a German family. Took German in high school. While studying dog anatomy in vet school, I asked my study partners what a cha-hua-hua was. Well dunderhead, a chihuahua is a type of dog. I was very embarrassed but yet told my family.  My grandpa gave me a singing chihuahua stuffed toy for a present...so I wouldn't forget what one was. 

Ever met anyone famous? What were they like?
A few... I’m actually related to a horse jockey, Dean Kutz, may he rest in peace. He was an amazing guy from an amazing family. I’ve also met an actress who played possessed child. She was very personable and funny. There was a rapper...he smelled like pot. Three country music singers…all very nice. As a veterinarian, I have worked with a few famous animals, too!           

Fantastic Sarah! Loved reading your answers! 

To follow Sarah on Facebook, click here.

To order Sarah's book on Amazon, click here.

To read my review on Sarah's book "Inside Voices", click here.                



Thursday 16 July 2020

In memory of...


I didn’t think they’d let me inside the church but they did.

I was early, as usual. I could never be fashionably late like some people.

I sat in one of the pews at the back. I recognised some faces.

Covid meant that some pews were cordoned off to make sure people sat apart but I was grateful I was allowed to sit inside.

A soft music was playing in the background. The altar was huge and impressive.

Hushed voices offered condolences to others. People tip-toed around quietly.

I hadn’t expected the tears to come so quickly but they did.

When I had gotten the phone-call to tell me your news, I hadn’t cried. After all, we had expected it for a long time. 

But as soon as I sat there, in that sacred space, with that beautiful music, the tears came.

I was embarrassed and tried to hold myself together.

People I knew came to talk to me. I brushed away my tears but they were sympathetic. They said that maybe it was time to let the tears out.

At ten o’clock, I swivelled my head around to look outside the church. I saw the hearse. And I saw the coffin. I knew you had arrived. I prepared myself to say goodbye.

Four men in black suits began to carry you up the aisle. We all stood to mark your arrival.

I saw you going past. The coffin seemed so small. My face crumpled with tears as I imagined you in there.

They took you to the front and set you in the middle. It was your party. We were all here for you.

The music was beautiful. You always did have good taste. I remember so many times you gave me lifts and we’d have a singalong in the car. You’d turn the volume up high and we’d belt the tunes out, raising our voices, letting go. You had made a playlist for your car and every song was fantastic.

I could imagine you sitting down and planning what songs you wanted played today.



“Here I am Lord,” the lady sang and I knew why you had chosen that. I remember you told me about the time that you made that decision. The decision that you were going to try to serve God and help others. That you would dedicate your life to trying to be of service.

And serve you did. You were always trying to be of help. Always trying to have a kind word and a listening ear.

The number of times you gave me lifts; helped me move house and took mum and I to hospital when Dad was was sick with cancer. The number of times you took me to Tesco late at night where we’d do our food shop. You always produced a little gift for me – chocolate or some other treat. And I’d have always bought something for you too. It was a pointless exercise – we could have just bought something for ourselves, but it became a tradition.

Your brother gets up to say a few words about you. I could tell it was your brother before anyone even introduced him. He’s your absolute double.

He said about how much you helped others, how the last twenty years of your life were dedicated to being of service. He talked about all your travels and how much you loved life. And he talked about the cancer, and how you fought it head on, never indulging in self-pity.



And then they played it. “Make me a channel of your peace”. And again, my face crumpled inwards with tears. I suddenly remembered the time that this song had come on. Years and years ago. And you announced “I want this song played at my funeral”. It wasn’t a morbid statement, just a casual observation and I had said, “Oh really? Nice song. I want Ave Maria played at mine.” And that was that, the subject was dropped and we went on to talk about something else. But now here I was, listening to this song at your funeral, knowing it was what you had picked.

I looked at you sitting up there in front of us. I could almost see your cheeky grin. I could almost imagine your pride that all the great music you had picked was being played. That you were getting the proper send-off that you deserved. That the church was packed despite Covid.

Afterwards when we were all standing outside, I got to speak to your brother. “That was lovely, what you said about Colin,” I said.

He immediately broke into stories about you, regaling me of funny incidents, telling me tales of your escapades together. He even told me dirty jokes that he said he couldn’t tell from the pulpit. It was like looking at a carbon copy of you. You look the same, you have the same sense of humour; it was as though you were there.

After some time of chatting to people and of getting to hug Jude, who had nursed you so well in the last few years, I stepped aside to phone a taxi. I was over on my own and I happened to be standing right next to the hearse, in which you were inside. I felt your presence very strongly beside me. I noticed the car tyres of the hearse said “Mercedes Benz” along them. It seemed like you were standing there beside me with your cheeky grin, saying, “Look Rose, I’m going out in style. Look what they’re driving me off in.”

Thank you, Colin, for being such a good friend, for adding to my life and never expecting anything in return. May you rest in peace. And may I try to have an ounce of the compassion and kindness you had.

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~ In memory of Colin Murray ~


Friday 19 June 2020

Edinburgh Crime Mysteries series - Author Val Penny










I am delighted to have the talented Val Penny on my blog today. She is the author of the bestselling "Hunters" crime series which is set in Edinburgh. She is here to tell me about the fifth book in the series coming soon. Val, over to you! :) 



Thank you for inviting me to your blog today. I am thrilled to be launching my new novel. Detective Inspector Hunter Wilson is the main protagonist of my new crime novel 'Hunter's Secret' that is to be published by Darkstroke on 08.08.2020.

Hunter’s Secret is the fifth novel in The Edinburgh Crime Mysteries series. Although the books form a series they can easily be read and enjoyed as standalone novels.

Throughout the series, the readers have come to trust the main character, DI Hunter Wilson, but in this book, it is clear that he is holding something back and hiding his actions from his partner Dr. Meera Sharma. It seems out of character but perhaps his feelings towards her have changed.



When Hunter is called to the scene of a murder, all is not as it seems.  Two members of his team, DCs Tim Myerscough and Bear Zewedu found a corpse when they were training in an Edinburgh Park, but when Hunter arrives the body has disappeared.

Hunter recalls the disappearance of a body thirty years earlier. The Major Incident Team is called in but their officer in charge, DCI Arthur Inglis, dismisses any possibility of an association between the two cases. He thinks the earlier murder was too long ago for a connection to be made. However, Hunter is determined to consider the possibility and investigate the past and present murders with the benefit of modern DNA testing.

Tim has other problems in his life. His father, Sir Peter Myerscough, has been released from jail. He, too, remembers the earlier murder. There is no love lost between Hunter and Sir Peter but Hunter may have to accept help from his nemesis to catch a killer.

Hunter’s own secret is exciting and crucial to his future. He knows it could change his life. He also knows he must not allow it to take up too much of his time because he must stop a murderer to keep Edinburgh’s citizens safe once more.

I very much hope your readers will enjoy the new book and join Hunter while he investigates this next, important case.



Thank you Val! It sounds fascinating! I love that photo of Edinburgh - how nice would it be to be lying on that grass reading your book! 

Blurb for Hunter’s Secret


Hunter has a past. Hunter has a secret. Can he unravel his past, keep his secret and keep Edinburgh safe today?

Detective Inspector Hunter Wilson is called to the scene of a murder. Tim and Bear found a corpse but when Hunter arrives it has disappeared, and all is not as it seems.

Hunter recalls the disappearance of a corpse thirty years earlier. The Major Incident Team is called in but sees no connection - it is too long ago. Hunter is determined to investigate the past and the present with the benefit of modern DNA testing.

Tim has other issues in his life. His father, Sir Peter, is released from jail. He, too, remembers the earlier murder. There is no love lost between Hunter and Sir Peter. Will Hunter accept help from his nemesis to catch a killer?

Hunter also has a secret. His secret is exciting and crucial to his future. Can he keep his secret safe? Will it change his life? Can he keep Edinburgh safe?


To contact Val or to buy her books, please click on the links below: 





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Val Penny is an American author living in SW Scotland. She has two adult daughters of whom she is justly proud and lives with her husband and two cats. She has a Law degree from Edinburgh University and her MSc from Napier University. She has had many jobs including hairdresser, waitress, lawyer, banker, azalea farmer and lecturer. However, she has not yet achieved either of her childhood dreams of being a ballerina or owning a candy store. Until those dreams come true, she has turned her hand to writing poetry, short stories and novels.

Her crime novels, 'Hunter's Chase' Hunter's Revenge, Hunter's Force and Hunter’s Blood form the bestselling series The Edinburgh Crime Mysteries. They are set in Edinburgh, Scotland, published by Crooked Cat Books. The fifth novel in the series, Hunter's Secret, is published by Darkstroke. Her first non-fiction book, Let’s Get Published is available now.


Saturday 30 May 2020

Short story - "In the queue for the Pearly Gates"





It seems as though I’m in the queue for the pearly gates. The sun is shining down on us. In the far-off distance, I can see luscious green mountaintops. The air is still and quiet. It’s so peaceful.

The queue feels orderly and calm. There’s quite a few ahead of me and quite a few behind me. We all stand, one at a time, a bit of space apart.

Some people don’t look too happy to be in the queue for the pearly gates. One woman looks anxious and paranoid. She’s wearing a face mask and her eyes keep darting around as if worried someone will jump on her.

A man is talking manically to someone on his mobile phone, desperately trying to fill the time.

Another man is engrossed in his phone trying to distract himself with emails or news bulletins.

It’s as if they can’t bear this waiting time, as though they’re wanting to hurry through life and get through those pearly gates as soon as possible.

I decide to just stand there, soaking up the sun, trying to think of nothing. They call it mindfulness these days. The ability to clear the mind of any chaotic thoughts and just sit peacefully. Like you’re next to a calm lake with nothing to do but watch your fishing pole and see if the fish take the bait.

I let the sun soak onto my pasty white arms, let the Vitamin D pour into my cells.

I put the morning behind me – the work that I did at my desk before I came out. Instead I just stand, trying to think of nothing, breathing.

A doorman to the pearly gates walks down along the queue. He has a walkie-talkie and he wears a high-vis jacket. “Any over-65’s?” he bellows. “Over 65’s can skip the queue.”

Well that makes sense, I think. The man who has been chatting on his phone stops mid-track and smiles wryly. It is a smile of compassion, of understanding. We don’t mind that the over 65’s skip the queue. We are glad to let them. I make a mental note that I have another 20 years before I join the 65’s. What am I going to do with those 20 years, while I wait in this queue of life?

The over 65’s pass me, slowly. One has a walking stick. The other is so hunched over her zimmer frame that her body has taken on a sort of ‘L’ shape, rather than being upright.

65 is not old these days, I think. My parents are in their 70’s and they still seem sprightly to me. There was that one time my dad was really sick and he clung on to my hand in the hospital. I thought it was his last hour; it was terrifying. But he made a full recovery. 5 years in remission and out cycling daily.

I think of all the lovely things there will be inside. Delicious fresh fruits, luxurious desserts, rows and rows of chocolate – anything we want to pick.

But I’m happy to just wait here for now, to bask in the sunlight and enjoy the moment of mindfulness.

I look up to see a huge sign towering over us. You can’t miss it. Anyone could see it for miles. It must be at least 6 feet tall. Yes, if I was to stand next to it, it would tower over me. I guess they don’t want anyone to miss this place. I guess we’ll all have to come here eventually.

The queue inches forward again. I’m getting closer now.

I can see a nurse in uniform. Anyone working closely with sick people are at a greater risk. They’re allowed to skip the queue too.

Again the queue nudges forward. It’s a slow moving queue but it’s persistent. It does keep moving. Eventually we will get there.

The doorman with the walkie-talkie and the high vis jacket gives me the nod.

It is my time.

My time has come.

I’ve reached my destination.

I give him a smile of thanks, pop my pound in the trolley, whizz it through the sanitising station and I’m in.

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